What do you do when you feel empty?

JUNE 12, 2011

by TycoMalps

What do you do when you feel empty?

Do you remember the days when you feel useless, purposeless and lifeless? There are days when I feel so closed, lost and tense that the outer Sun does not penetrate inside my body or in my heart. I am hermetically closed to everything coming from inside and from outside. I am very much like an empty shell.

At these times nothing touches me. I am cut off from myself, from my body, from my emotions and from the outside world. I felt as if I was the action I was doing, as if there was nothing else left from the real and eternal God Spark in me. The spark of life which is the divine presence shared by all life. This Spark of life is split in all living things and on all the planets and Universes. This Spark does not operate on discrimination. It raises its state of consciousness and self- awareness through countless amounts of incarnations in many lifetimes, on many planets, as many life forms. It evolves and learns practical things, but it also develops its intellect, its body, its consciousness, as well as compassion, respect and love for other life forms.

Suddenly today, I was no longer the divine being we all are, I was only the action I was performing. I was only a shadow of myself. A shadow who forgot that she has a body, that she has feelings, emotions, a weight, substance and a personal history. I forgot that I am an individual, I forgot that I AM.

Atlantis recollection

MARCH 27, 2011

by TycoMalps

Sirians, Arcturians, Andromedeans, Reptilians and other Galactic races were present and many lead their lives on Atlantis freely and happily, were free to do as they pleased, underwater bases, dolphins and Cetaceans were important people too back then on Earth and in water, some stuff was secret, not everybody knew, but they did travel in space also (mainly our solar system exploration with basis on Moon and Mars and lots of cities and structures there), and we were about to get as Galactic as it gets… but then, things went downhill, as greed made them unable to use their knowledge sensibly.

I do believe some survived and built elsewhere, others ascended and the ETs did save as many as they could, but the majority perished along with all the beauty of it all and the power.

That is most of the stuff i remember, oh, and i remember my house very well! I still live in that place in my dreams sometimes. lol! Huge place, only selected people invited for big serious science talk/ diners, late work etc. Tall sealing, lost of blue marble, light, plants, glass mainly everywhere, long underwater corridors leading to various sections of the house. Half of the house was submerged, lots of high tech stuff, had a lab in house too. The house was star shaped, with 5 or 6 long corridors leading to different places, secret places too, high security in and out. But this was at the very end of the Atlantis time, not sure did i live there before that? I always felt so protected there, safe, secure; dolphins and fishes could come around my glass bedroom at night. I remember feeling so much peace and inner quietness there. 

First memory of Earth ~ my personal memory of how I came to Earth

APRIL 10, 2011

by TycoMalps

 

First memory of Earth

As far as I remember since last September, I came from a planet of the Pleiadian star system. I came here with my husband who was a prince from a different planet to mine. We were pretty similar genetically, but of different cultures. I was tall, blonde, very thin, blue eyes, small differences to a human body, but still very close to humans. There were small differences regarding my hands and my face. My movements were slow and gracefull, a sense of never being rushed. I was wearing braceltes and jewlery. I liked to wear dresses with red and white or just blue, with veils around my body sometimes. We both communicated through telepathy mainly, except when we were in strong disagreement about something. The prince had a strong and muscular body, with auburn hair and eyes. The prince practically bought me on one of his visits to my planet, where I was a court entertainer- singing and dancing, story telling etc-. The court was not happy to let me go, as it was not customary on my planet to sell humans… so they were in shock! They ignored the prince and made him wait in orbit, hoping that he would just give up and leave with his fleet. But he waited and waited and finally the court decided to tell me about the situation and to let me decide what i wanted to do about it. So I decided to go up on the prince’s ship and make up my mind and give him a piece of my mind about this attitude of his.